Wednesday, August 29, 2012

I Just Had A Sudden Surge Of Motivation.

Master , often fills my mouth with his fingers and I feel helpless, I feel a loss of control unlike any other.  There is something graphically erotic about not being able to properly swallow, to speak, to even breathe and with such little force. ~His

  Are you're gonna stay With the one who loves You? Or are you going back To the one you love?

   I'm Always in love with life. I'm Such An Optimistic Person. 


                   Just let go..Letting Go Is Liberating 


 Believe it babes..because its true , I only have eyes for you.

I don’t know if you believe in God, and you don’t have to, but I do. And I believe in predestination. Call it crazy, but I genuinely believe and know in my heart that I was meant to do this. How do I know that you ask? Because I also believe that when you follow the right path, you’re blessed along the way. And I honestly have been so blessed with perseverance in my Life journey. 
My heart is fully in this, there is nothing else I can see myself doing.
And you know… it’s an amazing feeling to want something this bad that you know with a little bit of sweat and tears is within your ability to attain.
I’m in it to win it :).

If You Look At The World Through My Eyes Your Life Will Never Be The Same

But I Never Stand Alone,  For God Is Always With Me . He Is My Greatest Friend
He Is My Everything Indeed =) 

                                        A lot of the time people ask me, as a woman,
                                        who do I idolize? I don’t really idolize anyone,
                                But I must say that when it comes to BEING a woman,
                                    She is the epitome of  a woman should be,
                                In my eyes.She’s classy, elegant, gorgeous, feminine,
                               And so many other great traits that women nowadays lack.

Tell me what you see in this picture.?  well , I see a man sitting alone quietly, pondering.  But than i looked carefully at this image and i realized he's not just sitting there ,he is venting out his heart a quiet but loud scream from the heart looking for understanding ,only to find peace of mind.This happens when you take time away from everything and everyone ...

Embrace It  All The Days Of Your Life , Because There's Only One You .


You are not crazy sweetie, your're just afraid of change.

 He was suppose to be there to care, support and protect me. I didn't get what I wanted but I'm still looking for what I need.

                            May The Lord Bless You Always, My Far & Near  Friends


                   Even the strong get bruise sometimes.



I am anything but weak. This hell is only temporary, because I will come out of this alive and my star will continue to shine.You wait and see.

                                         So Stay Focus Or At Least Try ...


 I could never explain it in a way you'd understand. We have two very different minds.

Time Waits For No Man ..Neither Does A Good & Fabulous Woman !


     Some People need time to heal between relationships.. There is nothing cute about baggage. 
                         Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship. 
                                     being single for a while is not a bad thing

The fact of the matter is men fall in love in your absence, not your presence and women fall in love in his presences not his absence ..

    If you offer no resistance, you offer no challenge.


                                          Nails  Look  Ridiculously Beautiful  =)

“She was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad. And that’s important—you know ” 

“The real lover is the man who can thrill you by kissing your forehead or smiling into your eyes or just staring into space.” 

After A Few years, The memories are still as raw and as open as they ever were and yet I know I am among the lucky ones. I saw things and felt things that I will never forget.



                                  This where my heart is ..picture down below 


                 I love with a love that Is more than love.



                                     My favorite poem

                                                     Tomorrow Will Be Better.

                                       That Which Divide Us ....Is The Mind

                                                              When it rains… it pours.

 You ever have those days when you just feel like everything is just coming to you at once.
It’s like a big pile of shit just fell right on you unexpectedly.
I am having one of those days.
I feel discouraged right now to say the least.
I just think that society sometimes really isn’t fair. We are drilled into our mind to make something of ourselves. To pursue higher education. To rack up the degrees so that we can get a good job and be someone.
But it seems that journey is way easier said than done. I’m not talking about mentally or emotionally. That’s obvious. I guess what I mean is everything else. Sometimes I think being a bum is a better life than the one that I have. I know that sounds horrible and I probably don’t mean it, but I’m just in an icky mood.
There are moments when I wish I didn’t care about my future. Like being careless would be so much easier. Instead of worrying .

You know what…. The Hell With  the people who are trying to break my spirit. I KNOW what I’m capable of. They think they know what is best for me Not going to happen. I have spent my whole life proving myself to them, and I refuse for them to get the better of me.
Along this path and journey to my to my future ..i definitely know in my heart that I have the drive, the passion, the motivation, the determination, and the heart to overcome this.
I’m strong. They will not break me down, and even if they do, well then I will build myself back up, just like I always do. When there’s a will, there’s a way.

                              Seek Respect No Attention Believe Me It Last Longer

                                             LOL ... & Yes I Know Just Get It Done!

                                                So today was pretty Ohhhh-Mazing.

“I don't mind living in a man's world, as long as I can be a woman in it.” =)

 “When it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what I do, then I'm already better than them.” 

This Is So True... !!! That's Why I Stay Away From People That Love To Talk Negatively About Others.

“Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.” 

“We should all start to live before we get too old. Fear is stupid. So are regrets.”

I KEEP GOD FIRST IN MY LIFE , I have  a good job, a good education, a wonderfully supportive family. And it is because of those things that I am thankful. ❤ ❥ ❣

                       Hope you enjoy my randomness if you ever read em.o =) ❤