Sunday, February 18, 2018

Some people have entertained Angels without knowing it.



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Angels come in many forms. they may appear to you in the form of a normal human being. A needy pet, or simply a stranger needing a hand or something like that. Let me share my encounter with what believe to be an angel.


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     In the summer of 2017, I went to the store to purchase some things that i needed. As i walked around the store i remembered i needed food for my cats and juice for my children. As i'm trying to chose which juicy to get from the freezer, all of a sudden this man walks in the store and asked me to buy him something to drink. because he was really thirsty and he was making his delivery rounds. I instinctively said yes of course. He grabbed a drink and tells the store clerk I, leiby was going to pay for it. Everyone stared at me as if i was an alien from mars. But this man thanked me & gently kissed my hand, but the funny thing about this experience was the fact that he told me he was making a delivering yet , when i walked outside i did not see him nor a delivery truck. His presence was unlike any other . This man had a glow about him, and in my mind i thought how can such beauty and essence could possibly be asking for a drink in the hood. I thought about this encounter  the whole day and even his name disturbed my mind but in a good way. Gabriel ! He was just breath taking. He was tall , muscular, with dark hair . I could not believe he came to me out of all the people that were in the store. To this very day i still believe in my heart of hearts that he, Gabriel was an Angel. Some times I wonder what if i had said no, i don't have enough money as people tend to say these days........ I'm just glad i was able to quenched his thirst.

Wednesday, January 24, 2018

what some people lack in experience , they make up with ignorance







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The naked Truth is better than the best dressed lie.


                                     It's perfectly okay to not be everyone's cup of tea.











Friday, November 24, 2017

Fuck it Money Matters

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because without money life is that much harder.




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sometimes I just need to be held . No sex , just gently embraced

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When you can mentally rise above it .There's always a reason behind someone's action. It could be something deeply ingrained or a current situation they're currently undergoing. So whenever someone decides to throw dirt at my feet. I leave it. I get it. I understand. You're hurting I don't need to feed the frenzy even more.



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Saturday, November 11, 2017

After many dramatic episodes ...



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I  need you more than you could ever image .  I crave your warm embrace, and I truly miss your  sweet nothing in my ears..... 

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        thinking what to put in this mouth ....

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i wasn't in the mood ,but  said fuck it anyways,.... 

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fuck it, gotta love yourself  in all situations .. 


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 gotta love my stoic expression.. i just cant help it. 

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my family is and will always bring the best out in me.. 

Thursday, November 9, 2017

Confessions 2017





I still haven't accepted the death of my son's father... and i hold on to him  even though  its been years.. i miss and love him, everyday, all the time. It hurts knowing my son don't have him , don't know him......  it hurts like hell.... & when i look around at the world and see  how fast life  change , people change... i somehow still remain the same ... deep wounds, tarnished heart and sometimes cold,  like a pale morning spring still clinging to winter's chill. ...at times  sadness take over my soul , but its my son that gives me strength to endure , to live , to hope & dream and  believe that everything will eventually will fall into place.. not to mention my beautiful little girl adds beauty and light to my world.. my children give me unspeakable joy every second of every day...  but i still hold on to him and i cry in my lonely hours for everything that was , exist & could have been ..... Edward , carry his heart in my heart. 10-28-2006.... and yet i must still go on........  knowing & accepting that , there are things that time can not simply mend.... .............