Tuesday, February 4, 2014

"She’s a diamond in an ocean of coal"



I grew soo much over the past year. I learned what was Real and what was fraud. I'm still in the process of overcoming the coldest year of my life. Year of change. Year of lessons learned.


“The biggest heart break to see in the modern world is the rich crying over money have , and the poor being happy with the money they don’t have”



Your past is just a story . Once you realize this, it has no power over you.



even the strong can feel loneliness , sadness, and emptiness and yet the soul is brave enough to endure it  . Lacosta.



“I’m the vision you’ve never seen. I’m the art you don’t know what to call.”





Real and raw emotions composes DOPE timeless music. Music that doesn't tell a story wont be replayed 10 years from now.





A female who knows her power to destruct , is a female all men should fear.



  I haven’t been this happy and relaxed in awhile. I can’t say I’m not a little bit surprised that It’s because of you.




                                                            No suprise in my Eyez.


Just because is expensive doesnt mean that its good. and just because its good doesnt mean is expensive.




EVERY DAY!




I have a LOVE affair With Myself.


Beat it proud single lady. MJ + B + Tina Turner BIG  fan of Beyonce ,  that shit is amazing !!



I dare you to touch my soul.


Ain’t no such thing as having too many shoes



You only know what I choose to show you. Don’t get shit twisted.

Just a regular girl

I lied. There is NOTHING regular about me. I’m not better than anyone, but I also know that I’m absolutely different.


Her Cold, Gold Soul ....


“The only time the soul is awake is when you are in love. We are creatures of love not destruction. Our minds are fragile and easily drawn to temptation but our hearts are strong especially when we are loved. We must let go of the ego, it will only stunt the growth of the mind and drown the soul. 
-L.Acosta


I’m not from here.

I’m sure most of us feel this way. A feeling of separation washing over us every single moment of every human day. The truth is, we are not from here. We’re a beautiful creation. A hybrid. This feeling of going astray and confusion tend to consume each and every one of us. Only the truth will release us from this sleep, let us wake up..one by one.

                                                                                       Kiss Me Where It Hurts.

                                                                                          
                                                                                              TRUTH!


 I do not want to be touched by somebody who will judge my past. That I am not a tally book, with others’ names burned into me. If you have to label me as something, let it be a human being.



“I am convinced that different people awaken  different beasts in you.” 



“The only time the soul is awake is when you are in love. We are creatures of love not destruction. Our minds are fragile and easily drawn to temptation but our hearts are strong especially when we are loved. We must let go of the ego, it will only stunt the growth of the mind and drown the soul. 



“You think your pain and your heartbreak are unprecedented in the history of the world, but then you read. It was books that taught me that the things that tormented me most were the very things that connected me with all the people who were alive, or who had ever been alive.”


she's something new, something hopeful, like spring to my deep winter.



“Energy, like you, has no beginning and no end. It can never be destroyed. It is only ever shifting states.”



“Be so full of Love and Light that nothing can bother your inner peace.”


After years of studying the rhythm of your heartbeat, you tell me to focus on a new topic,
After years of memorizing every inch of your skin, I am forced to find a different muse,
Well I have news for you,
After years of engraving passion with my nails on your back
I’ve realized your scars will not heal overnight either.


“We all have the seeds of love in us.We can develop this wonderful source of energy, nurturing the unconditional love that does not expect anything in return.”



                                                                      damn this is deep and truthful ..  BALANCE!

We don't realize that somewhere within us , there exist a supreme self who is eternally at PEACE.


The Universe is not punishing you or blessing you, the Universe is responding to the vibrational attitude that you are emitting.”



“Although I live in the swine and mark of the dark ages. Although I stumble in the thick black fog of materialism, the tradition of mediation is waiting and we are drunk with spiritual pride. It’s as if the earth has lost its wisdom. This is the time of hell on earth, sadness is always with us and the unseizing depression fills our mind.”



                                                          It was all a lie

Growing up I was deprived of all things. I didn’t have much, I had way too little. I was lacking the normal human interaction and affection to begin with. So I grew up entirely independent, distrusting, detached and isolated myself from everyone. As I grew up I became more ambitious, driven to change the negative aspect of my personality and flip it into something positive. I wanted to have everything. I grew up in a society where Money is a deity, a false God. Immediately I was disgusted at how easily my generation was manipulated. Religion and Money are the weapons of mass destruction..I am so appalled. I’ve been chasing a dream of wealth and power to only realize it’s the only thing stunting human growth. I’m almost thankful I’ve discovered the truth so early in my life…