Friday, March 15, 2013

I Speak With The Winds Voice, Gentle But Strong...



                                 My Friend Is Going Insane For Fear Of Losing His Mind.


Why Are People So Attracted To What Appears Successful, Prosperous, Exciting, Promising, Or Physically  Beautiful & Spiritual. And Yet Though We Know Better, When Things Don't Turn Out The Way We Were Hoping & Praying For, The Weight Of Despair Crushes Our Spirits.......



I Just Can't Comprehend Why We Have Become So Zealous For Those Things That In The End Don't Mean Nothing At All... You Know, Some People Are So Full Of Tunnels & Dark Spaces To Even Imagine & The Mind Can Be A Scary Place To Be In Sometimes .....Though We In Our  Own Company &  Solitude Allow our True Self & Raw Emotions To Be Awaken ..A Little Sadness, A burst Of Anger ,We Become Jaded & Confused With Loneliness . But In Truth,  Loneliness Can Sometimes Be Good . Because It Is Then That One Can Reevaluate Everything ... ...




We Think Of The  Present Moment ,  Feel The Past , Live The Memories With A Smile & Some Tears , We Imagine  The Future And What Lies Ahead ...Thus, We Long For The Company Of Those Long Gone  Or Perhaps The Ones We Hold Dear & Close To Our Hearts ......



And  If Only My Friend Knew That No Matter How Down He Is There Is Still Going To Be Lows.... But His Is No Tragedy...  Just A Life Characterized By Misinterpretations, Unbending Images Of Self. And  Pure Uncut Anger That Never Allows Him To Hang Loose Or Be Without Pain For One Second. He Is So Aware Of Himself That The Obscurity Of It All Is Killing Him. & Everyday Is Just Extension Of Yesterday. A Hassle And Getting Out Of Bed In The Morning Is Like Slow Suicide...




Agonizingly I Watch Him Bleed....Fun Comes Hard And Good Times Not At All. & There Are So Many Things I Can Tell Him But He Is My Friend.... And I See No Good In Expanding His Consciousness To One More Level  Or To Widening His Senses By Introducing Him To Any More Thoughts That Can Not Be Dealt By Sane  Persons.



Sometimes ,... I Think He Will Need To Isolate Himself  From The World Just So That He Can Keep His Mental Balance And Crazy As It  Sounds I Will Be Able To Justify His Actions Logically & With Very Little Imagination. Honestly His Life Is Beyond Reason His Very Nature Of His Being Is So Insane That I Almost Give Up Searching For Ways & Means To Comfort Him  To Keep Him Around Until Tomorrow..


And  If I Thought That He Would Find True Peace In Such Place I Would Send Him Myself  Because That's What Friends Are For.. But Fortunately For Those Who Are Miserable & Unfortunately For Him I Do Not Believe That Such Place Would Even Things Out . He Is My Every Friend That I have....



He Is The Mirror Reflection Of Me & I Love Myself  !! To Such An Extent That I Would Gladly Do Anything To  Help Him Be  Free ....



And Its So Hard To Smile,  Laugh And Joke With Him Without Letting On That I Know ....
He Is In My Mind And In My Soul And In The Very Core Of My Every Fuel Attempts To Stay Above Low And Survive The Pressure Of Too Much Truth ...
And If Only He Would Search Within Him To Find True Happiness & Self Worth  Without Having To Lie, Impress Or Lose Himself Trying To Fit In ...

If Only He Would Put God First  .....So My Friend Please Hold On Because Without You  I am Nothing......