Tuesday, February 21, 2012

It's The Fragrance Of My Spirit, The Aura Of My Soul.



I may not be the center of this universe, but in my own personal world, I am what everything revolves around I control the outcomes...I stand up for what I believe. I  fight my own fights. I eat meat. I devour salads. I dance, enthusiastically and wildly.I want to live in the city, but not too long, I want to settle in the countryside, but not too soon. I want to have a garden. I want to instill the same values my parents instilled into me into my kids. I'm blessed with the most wonderful little boy. I want The love of a good man.  I want to fall head over heels and yet I don’t want to give up my independence. 




For what it’s worth: it’s never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.



‎"I like the simplicity of my life, and I've chosen the kind of life I really want to live."



Knowledge is power. Power is money. Money is dirty. Dirty is sex. Sex is good. Good is knowledge




But Remember Butterflies Are Free To Fly  =) 

I'm Turned On By a man that's aware of his surroundings. He knows what's going on with the news, the stock market, the whole global economy.






"I keep My Friends Close But My Enemies Closer" ffff That, I keep God Close & Everyone At A Distance.



                                           One Thing I Find Sexy my favorite color, White


The only thing ill put above me is God.





Stay Original You Always Look Best When You Are Yourself ..No Matter What!!





Miss Undefeated. Miss I Make Things Happen.






 Money, Success, Power, Your Job , Nor Education Will Make You A Great Person! ..Its Your Heart That Does & The Way You Treat Others.





And these thoughts don't twist like they did before




 Focus. A man that's only focused on his goals is a keeper.


                                             Thick In All The Right Places..





                                       Why Can You Do Right , Like Some Other Men Do ?





                                         Confidence is Really , Really sexy If You Must Know.



 I'm rarely free, rarely seen, I'm either working or planning





"Money Is The Motive" - Basic Low Minded Individuals



Stay True To myself..no matter what the crowd say or do, it don't alter the way i am . That's .




You don't want to lose me, ever. I only keep getting BETTER & BETTER.



                             Heels Look So Sexy With Everything 







                                        I'm All Types Of Women Mixed Into One!



  









           He was one of those rare, passionate breeds you can only find overseas.






  Sex Is Not The Secret Ingredient To Lasting Relationship..It Takes More Than THAT!















































Laying in the bed listening to slow Jams is one of my favorite things to do. :-)



Life is full of ups & downs. No matter how big the obstacle, NEVER QUIT! 




Life is short & precious...Cut the BS, be good to each other and spread love. Anything else is a waste of energy



I'm Very Calm & Collected This Morning ..Keep God Close No One Else =)
                           



People that act like they know everything..will not get as far as those who act like they know nothing. 


Throughout my life: I've loved , I've been hurt I've trusted I've made mistakes I've lost But most of all, I've LEARNED. I've been through & conquered many things & that is what makes my life interesting.-ALL of my experiences - the good & the bad. They have enriched my life so much, I wouldn't trade a drop of them.-  My Son   inspire me to continue creating, learning, sharing and above all, pushing boundaries! 

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

A Question That Makes You Think Is Worth Asking…

IF I DIDN'T KNOW 
IT WOULDN'T HAVE MATTERED
TO ME....

                                                                 BELIEVE
                                                                 TRUST,
                                                             HAVE FAITH
                                                AND PRAISE GOD AT ALL TIMES.

                                                 I WOULD TRY MY BEST TO HELP
                                                    BUT NOT BREAK THE LAW.
                                                   TO KNOW THAT I HAVE LOVED
                                                                         AND
                                           BROUGHT SOME HAPPINESS TO OTHERS.
                                                                         BOTH
.                                                      I'M A FIRM BELIEVER THAT
                                                        THERE ARE THINGS
                                                    I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND.
                                                                             YES,
                                   KNOWING THAT GOD IS ONLY A PRAYER AWAY
                                                                              I SMILE
                                    JUST TO KNOW GOD CREATION IS BEAUTIFUL
                                                     EVERY MOMENT COUNTS.
                                                                               NO.
                                                      WHEN ITS DONE ITS OVER
                                                                   ...I MOVE ON
                                                 LAST YEAR ...WENT BACK TO MY HOMELAND
                                                    TO VISIT GRANDPARENTS.....
                                                              ITS WAS GREAT!!
                                                     WHEN I'M WORKING OUT
                                   OR HAVING A GOOD CONVERSATION ABOUT LIFE
                                                                         GOD ,ETC.
                                                                                   NO.
                                          I BELIEVE EVERYTHING WE SAY
                                                AND DO IS FOR A REASON
                                                            AND THAT'S THAT!
                              LIVING  IS TO  LEARN FROM  ALL YOUR EXPERIENCES
                                                                     GOOD OR BAD
                                            EXISTING IS TO LIVE WITHOUT A PURPOSE.
                                                                FOREVER ...
                                                I LOVE AND ACCEPT  MYSELF
                                               THE WAY GOD CREATED ME..
                                                                               YES
.                                                                   OFTEN TIMES....
                                                                 ACTIONS SPEAK
                                                               LOUDER THAN WORDS.
                                                           TO LOVE  YOURSELF,
                                                           APPRECIATE LIFE
                                                           AND PRAISE  GOD
                                               WITHOUT HIM WE ARE NOTHING!!!.
                                                                               TIME...
                                                                          BECAUSE  ....
                                         IS THE ONLY THING WE NEVER GET BACK
                                                                           YES.
                                           EVEN WHEN THINGS ARE NOT GOING WELL
                                                                      IN MY LIFE
                                                         I GIVE THANKS TO GOD
                                                          AND COUNT MY BLESSINGS.
                                                    BEING ABLE TO ENJOY
                                                       THE BEAUTY OF LIFE...
                                                                          NOTHING!
                                                                         BECAUSE....
                                                                      I AM DOING
                                                                         BEING,
                                        AND TRYING TO BE THE BEST THAT I CAN BE
                                                                           IN LIFE
                                                                                     
                                                                     WELL,
                                                              ALL WE HAVE IS
                                                            THIS MOMENT....
                                            TOMORROW IS NOT GUARANTEED.
       
                                                                      NOTHING..
                                             I DO WHAT I FEEL IS RIGHT FOR ME
                                                         ....... REGARDLESS
                                                     I WAS FOR A VERY LONG TIME....
                                                            BUT NOT ANYMORE
                                                           PRAYERFULLY
                                           GOD HAS TAKEN ALL MY CARES AWAY.
 .                                                    SPENDING TIME WITH  MY SON
                                                                       MOM,  DAD,
                                                     BROTHERS AND SISTERS =)
                                                                              YES..
                                                                  MY FAMILY
                                                          SAYING I LOVE YOU
                                                                 TO THEM
                                                SPENDING TIME WITH MY SON
                                                 HE'S GROWING TO FAST!!
                                             I DON'T WANT TO MISS A THING.
                                                              EVERY SINGLE DAY
                                                                     OF MY LIFE..
                                 I think it is more a sign of strength, courage and even wisdom as I know that my stress level will decrease after those tears are out. And finding ways to release our stress is one of the best things that we can do for ourselves and our overall mental/emotional/physical health. I rarely hear of someone saying they feel more stressed or upset after crying. Unless, they are referring to the bags under their eyes afterwards...LOL

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Faith, Hope, Love, But The Greatest Is Love


The Greatest Love of All


In our culture today, so many people are confused about what love is. We love pizza, movies and sports, but we also love our family or spouse. If we look to the Word of God, we see God’s definition of love. First Corinthians 13 tells us that “love is patient and kind. It does not envy, nor boast. It is not proud. It is not rude. It does not seek its own way, is not easily angered, and keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not rejoice in evil, but rejoices in the truth. Love believes, hopes and endures. Love never fails.” This is how God responds to us, and this is how we should respond to the people in our lives — with patience, kindness, hope, humility and love. Scripture tells us that God is love, and His character never changes!

Today and every day, know that God loves you with an everlasting love. He will never leave you nor forsake you. He is for you and has a good plan for you. Receive His perfect love today and let Him transform you from the inside out. His love is the greatest love and will last throughout all eternity! =)

Monday, February 13, 2012


Whitney's Music Touched So Many Hearts Including Mine


 I’m creating my own Whitney list of memories here
but first i would like to say,
She was taken from us way too soon. 

     
She was sick for so long 
and my only solace is that she doesn't have to fight any more =)



In many of her interviews I saw she was really trying to get better but i also notice she  didn't have much strength. I think her body fought three lifetimes worth in all her years . some times I would think about what it took for her to just get through every day . It took the strength many of us only have to summon once in a lifetime.. she really tried to fight those demons who kept her in the shadows for so long.what I loved the most about Whitney Houston was that even in the midst of her struggles, pain and addiction  she praised god  she didn't lose faith in him she  made sure the people, her fans and the world knew she still believe in Jesus god almighty and I  loved that about her  she knew god was going to deliver her and he did....He Called Her Home ..May God Rest Her Soul..... But Her Music Will Live On Forever ....''My love for her music grew as time went by I started listening to Houston's songs since I was eight, I even sang Whitney Houston's popular hit Greatest Love of All with my friends in grammar school, I  used  to dance along to the song I Wanna Dance with Somebody  and ( So Emotional ) in my room  with my sisters when i was young,  Whitney Houston's song One Moment in Time got me  through stressful times .When I needed a pick-me-up, I listened to that song and it helped me stay on the course of things,Her songs were very inspiring to me. She will never be replaced,Saving All My Love Is And Always Will be my favorite song  By Whitney Houston =)

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

I LOVE THE OCEAN


I'm always happy when I'm surrounded by water. I guess that's why I love and enjoy the summer so much, because its the only season I can go to the beach. I truly feel connected to everything & at the same time I feel free. The ocean makes  me feel really small & puts my Whole life into perspective. It reminds me that I'm this very little piece of this huge beautiful green earth, and it humbles me and it almost make me feel like I've been baptist and born again when i get out of the ocean, & I don't quite feel the same. When I'm near the ocean I'm in such great peaceful state. My mind is at ease. No wonder god took his time to gives us the best things in life . The gift to see, hear & touch the world around us. Sometimes its almost unreal to me that we are given life , to give life & enjoy life for a brief moment. I know that I've Been blessed in many indescribable ways, So I cherish every moment here & everywhere ...because at the end of the day the little things are the ones that have more meaning in this life. L~Acosta




                    

               I Don't look at some people the same anymore.





                           The ocean inspires purity,





The only person on this planet I Give My all To is... My Edward  



I often wonder, if callous cold hearted people feel the chill of their own souls. 

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

THE FINAL HOUR..




Sleep Well Babe, Because After Tomorrow You Don't Have To Worry Anymore About What It Is That Makes Him Turn Away Or Why When You Touch Him  He Trembles. It Will Take Awhile  That's True , But Just Think You Never Have To Wake Up Again  In The Middle Of The Night To Find Him Sitting By The Window Staring..And There Will Be No More Questions That You Can't Answer. No More Apologies For The Things You Didn't Do. No More Out burst Of Tears That He  Can't Kiss Away.You Will Be So Much Better Off .... You Won't Have To Explain His Moodiness To Your Friends Or The Sudden Coolness To Yourself. And You'll Never Again Have To Look At His Etchings And Wonder Who Is He Thinking Of....No More Lies, No More Strangeness , No More Pain, No More Him...Because This Morning She Called To Tell You , To Tell him...Its Over!....